La ecuación de Dirac

It burns my soul, I don't know what to do with all the memories, all your letters, all your photos, all the moments, I don't want them to vanish from my hands and my mind. It hurts to my being.

You were the most cherished thing I had, and I lost you. I'm sorry for disappointing you and not becoming what you wanted, what you needed, what you desired. I feel the deepest sadness that can exist. I can't love anyone else like I loved you. I am searching for a glimmer of light in the midst of this pitch-black night, in this unrelenting depression that I cannot seem to shake. It intensifies knowing that you no longer desire my presence, that I have transformed me into someone unrecognizable, and that I am now a stranger to you. It feels as though I am slowly slipping into oblivion, where even my memory will fade away. Perhaps the wisest thing to do in life is to leave in time. To leave that which cuts your wings and does not let you fly.

And the months will pass, the years, a lifetime, and you will always be there in my atoms, in my body, in my mind. I will never forget you, ever. Forever Yours My Love, Sara Karolina Reyes Castillo